when I said, ‘i can see me in your eyes’
you said, ‘i can see you in my bed’
[ t e x t ] please don’t take us back to the time you talked about sex with karen non-stop, i did not sign up for this. and yeah, i have you dumb shit, but we’re never gonna do anything ‘bout it because that’s so last month ok. or two months ago, whenever that weird sex dream happened.
[ t e x t ] …Why couldn’t you tell me? It’s not as if I’d judge you for it. Hold on, this happened twice?! I’d understand the old ‘it just happened’ excuse on a one-time occurrence but the fact that this isn’t the first hook-up between the two of you… it says something, Sel. I’m not sure what yet, but there’s something more to it.
[ t e x t ] Personally, I believe you loved Naya for well, being Naya. She’s something else, everyone knows that. Feisty, unbelievably confident yet suave at the same time, gorgeous, charitable — all these qualities wrapped up into one person, it’s a feat not to fall for a girl like that. Hey, what you’re feeling right now are sorta’ equivalent to the after-effects of a high… or like waking up with a hangover. She was a drug you took for a long time and you’re not used to life without her, y’see what I’m getting at? Doing crazy shit helps you get over it so I support whatever you’re doing to get through this, as long as it’s not life-threatening and y’know, far too risque. You’ll find the light at the end of tunnel soon enough, pinky promise.